HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

Now its time to do my last entry for 2005. The year has had it's ups and downs, but i have planned some goals for myself in the year thats about to begin; 2006!
So all my blogland buddies,
HAPPY NEW YEAR. BE SAFE. AND KEEP SMILING!!!!!!!!!!!! (HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM THE MICHIEVIOUS MOGGY...MEOW..PRRRR)

December 2005 is ending.

Chistmas is now over for another year. I recieved $100. So i bought my self a wok, a book, and spoiled my self with a facial.

The book i bought i cant put down. Its a true story of a child who was abused. He is the 3rd worst case ever recorded in the USA. I cant believe what i have i read. Honestly, i thought this had to be fiction. But it is all true. An innocent child who was beaten black and blue, called the boy, then eventually "It." He was a slave to his mother and the family. Its a miracle he survived to tell his story.

Other than that, i have steam cleaned my carpets(a bastard of a job), and the results were dazzling, caught up with family and friends, went to a few BBQ's, relaxed, and went shopping. Now its time to plan the countdown for NYE tomorrow night. And its going to be a scortcher. 42 degrees in melbourne! Blah.
Im not sure what im going to do. To be honest, i think its an excuse to get drunk and wake up the next day feeling like crap mumbling to one's self "Never again." Yeah right!!! I have the option of sharing it with a friend up at the dandenongs. Im definately not going into the city. I did that last year. The crowds were a bit of a handfull.
What are your plans for NYE???

And R.H, sorry i didn't spend my $$ at savers. Maybe next year...

P.S my nan is still battling on.She continues to live in a hospital room draped with crisp white sheets and a blanket, connected to drip where she's recieving fluids for hydration. She's Deteriorating ever so slowly. At least she made x-mas, and will more than likely live into the new year.(God bless her)

merry merry merry merry christmas

merry christmas to all!!!!

from me and the cat.
he he he he he he

THE EBAY SONG

GET READY TO LAUGH!!!!
I THINK THIS IS VERY CLEVER.
HAVE THE VOLUME TURNED UP...

http://tinafolsomphotography.com/ebay_song.html

a morbid topic

My nan is now in hospital. I didnt have to be a sitter. She was that weak mum couldnt handle the full nursing care alone so she admitted her into hospital.
I have seen her and said my goodbye's. Its cruel. Dying that is. I have had a few tears as its only days now according to the consultant.
Here i have been trying to do songs that are appropiate to play at her funeral.
I have come up with wings beneath my wings by bette midler,there youll be by faith hill, everybody hurts by REM, and celine dion with my heart will go on.
I have done somewhere over the rainbow as per my mothers request. But we need one or two more songs. I think my suggestions are appropiate. But any other comments on funeral songs would be greatly appreciated. What do you think???

Idont want to do it!!!

This friday i am meant to nanna sit. I really dont want to do it. The reasons;

A)I live an hours drive away
B)What if she dies? (I dont want to see my nan dead)
C)I will have just nursed the sick for 5days straight. And i dont want to nurse my nan.

I love her and she is my last grandparent. But she's no longer the person i knew. She is an empty shell.
I feel guilty for having feel like this, But honestly I dont want to be a sitter.
I told mum i would be down around 7-7.30pm. This doesn't suit. She and dad are off to at a 60th birthday party dinner in the city due to start at 7pm.
I told mum to see if she can get a sitter through the palliative care service. She said she'd try. Our conversation ended with her saying "Dont worry about it."

I have been telling mum for the past week that it's time she went into a hospice. She is full nursing care and requires supervision with all daily tasks. Mum says she cant do that to her. she'd feel guilty.
I mentioned this to my boss at work. she believes that my mother is in denial.
I tend to agree.
WTF do i do????I just dont want to do it! I dont want to nurse her!!!
Am i being unreasonable?????? I am happy to visit with my other family members around. I dont want to be nurse Ange to my nan....

X-MAS

A Christmas Story


Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed.
He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.
Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.
I have a good mind to scrap the whole works!

I've busted my ass for damn near a year,
Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear?
The old lady bitches cause I work late at night.
The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight.

Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids.
Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.
And just when I thought that things would get better
Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter,
They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny
Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money?

And the kids these days--they all are the pits
They want the impossible--Those mean little shits
I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds
Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads
I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them,
They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!

Flying through the air...dodging the trees
Falling down chimneys and skinning my knees
I'm quitting this job there's just no enjoyment
I'll sit on my fat ass and draw unemployment.

There's no Christmas this year now you know the reason,
I found me a blonde. I'm going SOUTH for the season

An Update

I have a bruise. We all get bruises. But this bruise is in a very unusual place.
You see, I was intoxicated at a party over the weekend. A mixture of cock sucking cowboy's(delicious), red wine, and food didn't mix very well!
I stumbled into the kitchen. The cuboard door was open wide. It was level with my pubic bone. It just jumped out and bit me. And i mean BIT ME!
So my friends. I have shades of a reddish purply bruise on my unmentionables.
Today is wednesday and this happened on saturday night. God it hurt. It still hurts. What a git! Not only that, i couln't hold all the alcohol and food contained in my stomach. The bed was spinning so fast. i swear i was on a loopy loop rollercoaster. So i swayed my way to the bathroom. Need i say more?
I did have a hangover the next day. But i guarantee i would have been 50 times worse if I hadn't have made a trip to the bathroom. Besides that. I had a good time!
As for work in the hospital, Lots has happened. Breifly i will tell you in point form;

A) Nurse T gave a patient 10x the dose of morphine than he shouldv'e been given.The Patient survived with close monitoring, and drugs to reverse the effects of an overdose.Very scary!

B) Patient V passed away after being made palliative and unconscious for 2weeks. Patients V's family went nuts! Security had to come up to the ward as the family were screaming and threatening medical staff. We were labelled as "Murderer's."Patients V's granddaughter hugged her dead grandmother for 7hrs. The family were eventually asked to leave by the heirachy and security. Everyone on the ward were walking on eggshells.Even the other 25 patients on the ward. Not only that, the granddaughter sprawled herself on the floor of the wards corridor wailing and grieving++++. The family have now decided that we did everything wrong for there 91yr old loved one. Its now a coroners case. I was so angry and scared this day. There was no respect for the life that was now lifeless. And we as nurses followed the doctors orders for 30 long days, and gave care and attention to the patient as well as the family. Was this incident associated with there culture? The family are greek. Im not knocking them. But when someone from that ethinicity is ill, there is always a drama.

C) My nan is still kicking on. She's getting weaker and weaker by the day.My mum is a saint. She has become a full time nurse for her. God bless her.

Until another post, nighty night fellow bloggers and commenters.

x-mas is nearing!

Here is my first xmas tree!
Imean its the first one i have had since living alone. My moggy hasn't even attacked it yet! Very very surprising.
I love it!!!!! its perfect for one person.
And i must add, that i got it for a bargain price. $5! Yes. At the reject shop.
It came with the lights and decorations.
I added the silver beads, purple and red balls. This year i am getting into the spirit. Considering last years christmas was a disaster. Only 6 more shifts, then 18 glorious days off...I cant wait to have a happy christmas with my family!

The execution

Today was the day Van Nguyen's life ended via hanging for smuggling drugs.
I watched the coverage on t.v and felt sorrow and dispair. The poor mother/family.
I dont know if it was the right thing to do or not. I have been in two minds about the situation.
Should he have had life imprisionment at Changi jail, rather than going through the barberrick torture of being hung? But its the law in singapore, that one must face the death penalty.
He was stupid in the first place. He had to have known the consiquences for carrying out such an act.

I just believe he should have payed the time for doing the crime by being sentenced to life imprisonment. The jail there has to be pretty rough and crappy to live in. I think that would have been enough for punishment.

What do you think? Should capital punishment exist?