oh boy how things have changed!

here i sit. thinking what to tell. there's so much about me ATM. where do i start.
i will keep it brief!
i have moved from suburbia to the peninsula. too many dramas, too many hurdles that i couldn't jump. i still have moments where i think that I've made the wrong decision. then i have days that i believe i have made the right choice to move on and rebuild.I still continue to shed tears. the main title of my blog says it all!
Life is OK.I wish it could be better. i still have a long way to go. i need to start my rebuilding process, but don't know where to start. I have dreams, hopes, and ideas. They never come to fruition. I'm the worlds worst procrastinator!!! I need to a good kick up the butt to go where i want to be. Sometimes im confused as to what that is.

Thats it.for now. The Alcohol has taken over.